Last night, I spent an undisclosed amount of time watching MTV's Buried Life where these 2 guys crashed a wedding. Real, Owen Wilson, invitations-are-for-pussies style crashed a wedding. It made my think about what I would love to do if there weren't huge barriers (gymnastics, money, school) in the way. Here's what I have so far:

1.) Travel to some really obscure places with a ton of history (the entire Middle East comes to mind right now)
2.) Drive/bike/run across the United States (find some way to see this place)
3.) Find a way to not feel guilty about, or afraid of wanting to quit a sport I love and hate which defines me and constrains me to no end.
4.) Not disappoint my parents.
5.) See the Taj Mahal. I told everyone I had because my brother got married in India to a Sikh woman who he met in college. He really got married in a Unitarian Church to a girl from Maine. I even downloaded pictures of places I "saw" while I was in India and showed them off at school. I have mastered the art of bullshitting.
6.) Learn to dance. Like, really. Not in a drunken stupor.
7.) Stop being so scared. Of everything: people, the future, car crashes, not getting a job, people disappearing, committment, boys. But I sometimes wonder if fear is what keeps people on their game. I think I'll come back to this one when I have more answers.
8.) Run a marathon
9.) Ride a horse in Yosemite National Park. It just seems cool.
10.) Leave nothin less than something that says "I was here"